At the core of every dogcraver, lies
the trauma and the trauma is the problem. The inability to comprehend
the trauma and to understand the problem, creates the fear of the
unknown, which than envelops the initial trauma and forces feedback
loops that only intensify the fear and propel it upwards. That means
that the fear is constantly growing and with it grows the passivity
and aggression. These forces oppose and annihilate each other thus
creating the void. That void or emptiness creates the need or the
craving, since in itself it creates the completely new feeling,
feeling of being incomplete and unfinished. Since the fear is the
strongest feeling, the inability to confront it and solve it, leads
to the first logical construct or a measure and that is to preserve
it,to contain it. But since there is not enough strength within the
personality to resolve all this, the containment effort can only be
achieved with the help from the outside force. Unfortunately, since
the harm has been done by other humans,in most cases the ones whom
were the closest aka the parents or the family, the trust bond is
lost, so the attention is than focused on other lifeforms and in the
case of the dogcraver- the dogs.
The first mark of the dogcraver is the
inability to communicate. Since it is locked in his self defeating
loop, trapped in the eternal cycles of failed attempts to break free
from the fear that slowly grows and gains strength, the dogcraver
personality doesn't develop mechanisms to communicate simply because
there is no one to communicate with rather than himself. The
dogcraver without the dog is isolated in a self-made protective shell
that he designed to contain the growing fear, but as he build it from
the inside and that left him trapped inside with his fear. So he is
forced to always expand his prison in order to get away from the fear
that breathes at his neck. As the weight of his passivity grows, the
inner dynamics weakens and the stability of the system creates the
sense of familiarity,thus the safety, the inner life of the dogcraver
becomes almost static. He cannot change anything since it would
disrupt the familiar cycle and thus endanger the familiar setting,
destroying the safety with it.
In the last attempt to run away from
the fear that consumes him from the inside, the dogcraver reaches for
the outside input, he needs to take the energy from the outside in
order to keep running away from fear. So with the introduction of the
dog, the dogcraver projects his thinking onto a dog and therefore the
dogcraver and the dog become one symbiotic organism. It is not
possible to distinguish the dogcraver from the dog and they have to
be studied as one, not as two separate organisms.
The dog as a pack animal, has inbuilt
mechanisms for forming or recognising the social structure. In the
uncontrolled environment, the dog pack has the hierarchy that is
obeyed unconditionally and the main reason for that is the sense of
dependency on others in order to survive. So dog treats humans as a
pack,aka it treats humans as dogs. The dogcraver treats dogs as
humans. Since he is unable to communicate with other human beings and
considers his dog to be a human being,he uses dog as a communication
aide, as the medium to communicate with the outside world.
However, since in essence the dogcraver
is a narcissists, he is the one whom stays behind the prison wall
while the dog is on the other side. The dogcraver knows that and he
always keep himself separated from the dog but he keeps that
knowledge as his most guarded secret. Cause the only thing that
matters him more than dog is his own personal safety. Which is a
trade mark of every narcissists personality.
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